So here's the thing...
I've always been a top. I am an ass LOVER! I love the shape of a guys hot ass in his jeans. I love the round cup of an hot bubble butt going down into a deep cleft. I love the joy of pulling a guys cheecks apart and running my finger across his quivering hole. I love buring my face in a guys ass and opening him up, readying him for my cock.
I am an ass man
I am a top
... but lately, I've been having the urge to get fucked?!? Now, I've bottomed before. My first boyfriend "taught" me to bottom... and by taught I mean he pulled my legs over his shoulders and shoved his cock in. Not a fun experience.
I also use to bottom for this hot prison guard I knew. He was "str8", had a girlfriend, and would stop by my house from time to time. He would drop his pants, and have me suck him til he was hard and ready to burst. Then he would bend me over my bed and work my hole with his tongue and then slide his cock up my ass. Now, I didn't really mind, and he really seemed to like it. The thing was... while he was so hot and muscular... he wasn't blessed with a big cock. His cock was only about 5" and not very thick. So, honestly, I never really felt more than the head, so it didn't bother me. And, it actually felt nice since it was just the head rubbing around the outter ring.
So lately, I've been wanting to bottom. I went and got a set of anal beads, and several dildos which start out pretty thin and short and get up to about 7" and average. I think the one is called "Average Joe" and when I hold it up to my cock, it's almost an exact copy. I work my hole over and over and eventually I can get Average Joe up my ass... but I can't fuck it. I can't shove it in and out like I'm being fucked. I like the feeling of having it up my ass, and I love feeling it open me up... but it takes me hours to get to that point and even then I can't "fuck" with it.
So here's my question for everyone out there... as a Top, I'm use to hooking up, doing some foreplay... sucking each other, eatting out his ass, some finger play and then fucking. Now, I've never shoved my cock into a bottom boy all the way before, that's just rude. But it never takes more than a couple of minutes... insert some, pause, wait for him to ease up, then slide in a couple more inches. How do I get to that point where it doesn't take hours or opening myself up and even then I can't stand the assult of a fucking???
Anways... that's my current dilema... I can't get fucked :( I'll keep up the work with my dildos and meanwhile, enjoy looking at some of these experienced bottoms from Craigslist. Enjoy and if anyone has an suggestions, I'm 'open' to them ;)
